ATTENTION ALL HOMOPHOBES
January 17th, 2008 (06:26 pm)

current mood: disappointed
current mood: disappointed
You really piss me off.
What gives you the right to dictate what is right and what is wrong.
Suck a nut.
I'm really tired of this.
Love is love no matter what kind it is. We can't help what we are attracted to. If you actually did a bit of study and got the fuck out of church and out into the REAL world you'd understand that there is an actual part of your brain that decides what your likes and dislikes are. I swear on my mother's grave it is true. I took an exam on it. That may not be the exact definition but it is a fact. i do not remember the part of the brain either but if anyone does please let me know. but it actually... is like.. when you are a child you are automatically attracted to things. Someone doesn't tell you, hey kid fucking fall in love with this piece of wood, and then you do it. What the hell?
lol lame example but i KNOW.
let me break it down for you. The same thing that attracts a male to a female/ female to a male, in us heterosexuals.
Is the SAME thing that attracts a male to a male, or a female to a female in homosexuals.
Some people call it temptation and that god is testing the homosexuals for sins or w/e.
Honestly.. if that's true.
FUCK GOD *throws a bible in the toilet*
that's ridiculous.
Then it should be the same case for heterosexuals.
I'm not asking people to be running around with *yay gay pride shirts*
NO!
I'm asking you to simply accept these people for who they are.
No body is perfect.
NOBODY.
It's so cruel to hurt someone. Would you want them to hurt you, to point out the very hurtful and truthful flaws that you have and rub it all in your face NO.
Homosexuality is not a crime or a flaw. So don't treat it like one. It's just they way they are. I'll admit. I've had my doubt about my sexuality, because quite frantically.. ALL THE MEN I KNOW R DISGUSTING PIGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand them. They all want SEX.
Excuse me? No. I will NEVER give away my virginity to such a disgusting group of animals. I don't understand premarital sex at all. Grab a fucking dildo or a bottle of lube and some porn. HONESTLY. Sorry, it's just.. very hurtful for me. I love everyone. Kind people deserve to be treated kindly. I'm always being pushed around. And my art. I'm not asking you to love it. I'm not asking you to praise it. I'm simply asking you to keep your negative opinions to yourself. And perhaps maybe I could even enlighten you a bit.
Do you realize... the bible has been re written many times. do you realize it was written by man. Do you realize the fucking game "telephone"?!!?!?
Yea, reality check. If homosexuals weren't meant to exist... then they wouldn't. But they do, so obviously they were meant to be here. God I hate that term so much, heterosexual and homosexual. We're all just human beings. But I had to make it clear.
If you're going to give me a negative comment. Don't even bother wasting my time or yours. Please.
Just accept people for who they are.
No matter the race, height, weight, class, sex, or sexuality. Ok?
treat others as you would like to be treated.
That should be the only rule.
If everyone just did that.
we wouldn't have to have 800 948i2ijrdvnf43 different laws "beating around the bush"
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Im not pointing out any individuals. Just as a general public.
I'm sick and tired of getting called a lesbian. Not because I'm offended by the term, but because I KNOW I'm not and because I know they are just using it to hurt me. I'm tired of people bashing on what I draw, gay couples, straight couples.. etc. And I'm tired of people mistreating each other.
My entire life I've been treated like utter shit.
I've been betrayed, beaten, and broken.
Everyone goes through this bullshit just because people are fucking assholes. I hate men. I can't stand it anymore.
I've been partially raped by a man, Ive been threatened by a man, Ive been beaten by 3 men and terrorized by the same 3. I've been cheated on, I've been lied to by every single one of them. And I constantly have these asshole on my back reminding me of every FUCKING mistake I've mad. All i can do is apologize. I'm sorry. They won't be satisfied until I'm tortured and burned to death. I can't take it anymore. never ONCE has a man held a door open for me out of just normal curtsy. Never ONCE has a man told me they loved me and not wanted it back in return. Never ONCE have I been in a relationship where the guy doesn't ask to see my chest. Back then I was dumb.. and naive and I can't even begin to count how many times Ive let them touch me inappropriately. I'm too scared to back away. To scared to say no... And.. and all that.. pain and torment in my mind... for what?! To be called a SLUT, or get dumped the next day. I always say I've never been in a relationship and I've never been kissed etc. because I honestly haven't been in a relationship. I've never fallen in love with a guy. I've never been in a healthy relationship. Ive never been kissed and felt something. Ive never kissed and wanted to. Ive never kissed without missing the guys lips like 693494038 times. WOW this bulletin went to a completely different topic.
But please. Just understand what it's like to constantly be reminded of how horrible of a person you are, just because you were to scared to get close to anybody.
I don't know if he will get mad so I'll say his name anyways but Josh. I'm sorry. This isn't about you. Don't.. even read this.. well i guess u might who cares.
And to all the other guys I've been with. I'm sorry I denied it all. I'm sorry it just hurt to much to remember. I can't love anymore I'm so scared. But I want to be loved. *hugs pillow*
I'm happy being a fat silly lazy bimbo.
=]
Please don't make me change.
Just love me for me.
I love you for you.
Just.. please people.
please..
love people for who they are.
not how big their chest is, or how tight their abs are. Or for how much money they have. Please don't hurt anymore.
I hurts me to see you hurt.
wow this is really long.
I went from homosexuality.. to I hate men.. to depression.
T_T time for math homework..
What gives you the right to dictate what is right and what is wrong.
Suck a nut.
I'm really tired of this.
Love is love no matter what kind it is. We can't help what we are attracted to. If you actually did a bit of study and got the fuck out of church and out into the REAL world you'd understand that there is an actual part of your brain that decides what your likes and dislikes are. I swear on my mother's grave it is true. I took an exam on it. That may not be the exact definition but it is a fact. i do not remember the part of the brain either but if anyone does please let me know. but it actually... is like.. when you are a child you are automatically attracted to things. Someone doesn't tell you, hey kid fucking fall in love with this piece of wood, and then you do it. What the hell?
lol lame example but i KNOW.
let me break it down for you. The same thing that attracts a male to a female/ female to a male, in us heterosexuals.
Is the SAME thing that attracts a male to a male, or a female to a female in homosexuals.
Some people call it temptation and that god is testing the homosexuals for sins or w/e.
Honestly.. if that's true.
FUCK GOD *throws a bible in the toilet*
that's ridiculous.
Then it should be the same case for heterosexuals.
I'm not asking people to be running around with *yay gay pride shirts*
NO!
I'm asking you to simply accept these people for who they are.
No body is perfect.
NOBODY.
It's so cruel to hurt someone. Would you want them to hurt you, to point out the very hurtful and truthful flaws that you have and rub it all in your face NO.
Homosexuality is not a crime or a flaw. So don't treat it like one. It's just they way they are. I'll admit. I've had my doubt about my sexuality, because quite frantically.. ALL THE MEN I KNOW R DISGUSTING PIGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand them. They all want SEX.
Excuse me? No. I will NEVER give away my virginity to such a disgusting group of animals. I don't understand premarital sex at all. Grab a fucking dildo or a bottle of lube and some porn. HONESTLY. Sorry, it's just.. very hurtful for me. I love everyone. Kind people deserve to be treated kindly. I'm always being pushed around. And my art. I'm not asking you to love it. I'm not asking you to praise it. I'm simply asking you to keep your negative opinions to yourself. And perhaps maybe I could even enlighten you a bit.
Do you realize... the bible has been re written many times. do you realize it was written by man. Do you realize the fucking game "telephone"?!!?!?
Yea, reality check. If homosexuals weren't meant to exist... then they wouldn't. But they do, so obviously they were meant to be here. God I hate that term so much, heterosexual and homosexual. We're all just human beings. But I had to make it clear.
If you're going to give me a negative comment. Don't even bother wasting my time or yours. Please.
Just accept people for who they are.
No matter the race, height, weight, class, sex, or sexuality. Ok?
treat others as you would like to be treated.
That should be the only rule.
If everyone just did that.
we wouldn't have to have 800 948i2ijrdvnf43 different laws "beating around the bush"
=/
------------------
Im not pointing out any individuals. Just as a general public.
I'm sick and tired of getting called a lesbian. Not because I'm offended by the term, but because I KNOW I'm not and because I know they are just using it to hurt me. I'm tired of people bashing on what I draw, gay couples, straight couples.. etc. And I'm tired of people mistreating each other.
My entire life I've been treated like utter shit.
I've been betrayed, beaten, and broken.
Everyone goes through this bullshit just because people are fucking assholes. I hate men. I can't stand it anymore.
I've been partially raped by a man, Ive been threatened by a man, Ive been beaten by 3 men and terrorized by the same 3. I've been cheated on, I've been lied to by every single one of them. And I constantly have these asshole on my back reminding me of every FUCKING mistake I've mad. All i can do is apologize. I'm sorry. They won't be satisfied until I'm tortured and burned to death. I can't take it anymore. never ONCE has a man held a door open for me out of just normal curtsy. Never ONCE has a man told me they loved me and not wanted it back in return. Never ONCE have I been in a relationship where the guy doesn't ask to see my chest. Back then I was dumb.. and naive and I can't even begin to count how many times Ive let them touch me inappropriately. I'm too scared to back away. To scared to say no... And.. and all that.. pain and torment in my mind... for what?! To be called a SLUT, or get dumped the next day. I always say I've never been in a relationship and I've never been kissed etc. because I honestly haven't been in a relationship. I've never fallen in love with a guy. I've never been in a healthy relationship. Ive never been kissed and felt something. Ive never kissed and wanted to. Ive never kissed without missing the guys lips like 693494038 times. WOW this bulletin went to a completely different topic.
But please. Just understand what it's like to constantly be reminded of how horrible of a person you are, just because you were to scared to get close to anybody.
I don't know if he will get mad so I'll say his name anyways but Josh. I'm sorry. This isn't about you. Don't.. even read this.. well i guess u might who cares.
And to all the other guys I've been with. I'm sorry I denied it all. I'm sorry it just hurt to much to remember. I can't love anymore I'm so scared. But I want to be loved. *hugs pillow*
I'm happy being a fat silly lazy bimbo.
=]
Please don't make me change.
Just love me for me.
I love you for you.
Just.. please people.
please..
love people for who they are.
not how big their chest is, or how tight their abs are. Or for how much money they have. Please don't hurt anymore.
I hurts me to see you hurt.
wow this is really long.
I went from homosexuality.. to I hate men.. to depression.




